As soon as I got to bro-in-law's on Sunday night I just felt so bad, really really awful - was scared to eat anything and hardly drank anything, couldn't enjoy being over and didn't even get to see the bonfire being lit as hubbie brought me home early as I felt that bad.

Yesterday wasn't much better, everything completely emptied out of me again so I didn't get to go see the parade with the rest of my in-laws so wasn't too chuffed about that.

Am having some bad days with the tablets and I'm really not sure what it is that I'm eating that's making me feel so horrible and yucky, I haven't really eaten anything all that fatty, I've been double checking everything I eat before I cook it. Dunno what it is that's making me feel so bad.

I could deal with the running to the loo so much, that's no problem, it's the cramps and general unwellness that comes with it I'm having trouble with.

I go back to the nurse on the 3rd of August so hopefully she'll let me know what I'm doing wrong and help me get on the right track. If I haven't lost any weight in the last month I'm going to be seriously miffed, it feels like I've lost half my body weight just with running to the loo so much!