that on a Wednesday if I'm not feeling good what with the blood pressure problem getting worse and all my weekly guys should just wait until Monday for their wages to go into the bank and not Friday like it is every week.

Think that would work? No I don't think it would either, nice thought though because I really should've have drove to work this morning feeling this way and I'm having serious trouble trying to keep sitting up when all I want to do is curl up in a ball somewhere and just let the feelings pass, and they will pass in an hour or so.

Have my nurse appointment tomorrow about my weight and she'll be checking to see if my blood pressure is still as high as it was last month, if how I'm feeling is anything to go by then yes it is but will see tomorrow.

Don't understand why my blood pressure is going up again, I'm losing weight, I'm exercising, I'm eating healthily but still it's going up, it doesn't make any sense and the nurse or doc can't tell me why it's going up, hopefully they'll be able to tell me soon because they'll have to do more tests again.

Think I'll close my office door and put my head down for 20 mins, the big boss knows how I've been feeling lately and what I'm going through but no-one else does and he's not here so let's just hope no-one finds me because I don't think they'll be in an understanding mood today seeing as half the office is out on a course and the other sides phone just keeps ringing and ringing annoying them. Not my problem but I'm sure I'll hear about it at some stage.